When I wake

Each morning I wake up with a smile on my face because I know I get to go to work in the comfort of my home and help others change there life as mine has changed! I am getting better about how I see myself in the mirror and I have started to think before I speak. I really think the wayne dyer cd's have helped me so much. When I start to get upset or stressed I turn on one of his cds and it relaxes me and eases my mind. I have also started using some of his techniques and the things he said in my everyday life. I plan to keep on working on myself and bettering myself, I want to be happy with me and who I am now...I want to let go of the past. And working with each of you everyday has already helped me alot! All my friends at www.affordablehcgdiet.com have made me a better person. I can't thank you all enough for being there for me through my whole journey. You are all doing amazing and I look forward to helping u all throughout your journey! :)

Almost there

Well I am now 5 pounds away from my ending goal of 140 I am so excited to be completely done! Today was my first day working for www.affordablehcgdiet.com full time and I absolutely love it! I have stayed busy all day long helping all of you and I enjoyed every minute of it! I look forward to working with you all everyday and helping you along your journey! Happy losing everyone!

Looking back

Have you ever just started thinking back on life way back when and realized how far you have came in life! Its really amazing to see how much we change and grow over the years! Today is the first day I have really thought about it and looked back on my life and where I am now and I must say I am proud of myself! I have achieved alot so far and I am very excited to see where this new path will take me! I really do have alot to be thankful for and sometimes I get so caught up in the bad stuff that has happened or is happening that I forget about the good stuff. I really think Wayne Dyer's Excuses Be Gone book (on cd) that I'm listening to is helping me. And I recommend it to all of you! It really makes you think about stuff and and it makes u realize how many excuses you use in a day. I never thought or realized how many excuses we can come up with until I listened to these cd's. Its crazy! But I am hoping this will help me come out of my "issues" and help me to see more positives rather then negatives. So far its amazing and has made me open my eyes to some things I never saw. I really think everyone at www.affordablehcgdiet.com should check out Wayne Dyers work he is truly amazing! His words will make you open your eyes to a whole new world. Thanks Shea and Lance for introducing me to his stuff! I am now obsessed! ha!

Life

Sometimes it takes something drastic to happen in order for us to want to change our lives for the better. For some its a doctors visit, or trip to six flags, or even just a simple trip to the grocery store. Its funny how some of the smallest things show us what we truly want and need out of life and we just don't realize the path is layed out for us we just have to take that first step in that direction! I know I am thankful I took that step and I am thankful to see so many people going down that same path I did to better themselves! I have some major confidence issues as well as insecurities now that I am dealing with and it took some major drama to make me realize what part of the issue was. But now with Wayne Dyer at my side and me realizing my issues at hand I am sure I can better this and love myself again! Anything is possible if you set your mind to it! If I can lose 102 pounds in less then 6 months then I can for sure heal my mind of these negative thoughts! And I know with all my friends from www.affordablehcgdiet.com at my side I can do anything! Happy, positive thoughts for everyone! :)

One day at a time

This is for those that stall or gain on some days...please everyone remember it happens to all of us. Don't get upset or discouraged! I know it can get frustrating but its just a part of the diet we lose in stair step fashion and we all do it! We retain alot of water and stress, lack of sleep, not drinking enough water, not eating all 500 cal can all make u stall or gain. You are all doing amazing and I'm so happy and excited to start my new career with www.affordablehcgdiet.com soon! Its going to be amazing doing what I love from home and being surrounded by all u amazing people! Hope you all have a wonderful weekend!

Confession's from the heart.....

It has been 9 months now since I first decided to start my diet with www.affordablehcgdiet.com. I lost 102 pounds and 22 inches in my waist in 5 1/2 months, although I do feel better about myself and I am happier and healthy... I still am having issues adjusting to this drastic change. I am very insecure about myself and very jealous of others that in my mind are prettier or skinnier then me, I never realized how hard it would be to adjust to such a huge change and the new me. But it is very hard, sometimes when I look in the mirror I don't see what everyone else see's I still see the overweight, unhappy person I was. I am trying so hard to heal my mind and get use to the change but it is harder then I thought it would be and this is affecting my everyday life. People tell me all the time how amazing I look and so many people look up to me for doing so well and although I am thankful for that I just can't seem to adjust. My heart is happy but my mind is off in another time. I am now 6 pounds away from my goal weight...I want to get there and hopefully that will help me to feel better about myself. I really don't understand why I am going through this but I just want to be normal, I just want to be happy, and I just want to see what everyone else see's! I have been holding this in and hiding it and just trying to keep a smile on my face but I can't anymore...I just can't do it! I was strong for so long but now I feel weak and I feel as though I am letting everyone down. I am not writing any of this for any of you to pity me or feel sorry for me, my whole goal here is to get this out in the open and vent to you all so maybe just maybe it will help my mind heal a little. You all have supported me and each other for so long and I see you all as my friends so maybe u can help me through this. I have to heal, I have to start seeing the new me in the mirror...this is not only affecting me but its affecting those I love deeply and people I don't even know and I just want it to go away I just want help I just want to accept myself for who I am now! I know I am an inspiration to so many out there and I feel like me feeling this way is letting you all down. I don't want that! I want to continue to inspire others and help others. I just want to be normal!

The Countdown has began

Well friends I only have 6 days left at my other job and then I am all yalls! I still haven't come to the reality I have quit my job and found a new one it all seems unreal and too good to be true that I will be doing something I love! I always dreamed of working and doing what I loved at the same time but I thought it would be with photography or writing but I guess if you think about it this has to do with writing. I'm so glad I found my true calling, its an amazing feeling to know that I will be helping people each and everyday! I am very excited to devote my days to helping others lose weight and get healthy! www.affordablehcgdiet.com is the best and Shea is amazing and I can't thank her enough for this amazing opportunity. 6 days left of work here! yay!