Monday, April 25, 2011
Strength
I have been sitting here trying to figure out how to start this blog and what I want to say. I'm just not in my normal happy go lucky mood today. I feel kind of down and sad and stressed. Too many emotions going on at once I guess you could say. I still struggle with reality and the fact I am no longer overweight! I may look and be skinny but in my mind I'm not. I battle my mind each and every day trying to come to terms with the dramatic change I have been through. www.affordablehcgdiet.com is amazing and it changed my life and I can never in words express how thankful I am to everyone who supported me and guided me through my journey. But I'm still battling, I'm still fighting and I'm still struggling! Not only did my appearance change, but I changed, my life changed and that is a huge thing to adjust your mind to. I was overweight for about 7 years so trying to make my mind realize I am no longer overweight after less then a year is a hard adjustment and a hard change to accept. I'm not even sure if this blog will make any sense but I am just writing my thoughts and what I am going through. This is the best decision and change you will ever make but it is a hard thing to adjust to once you are done! My strength throughout the diet was amazing but today I don't feel very strong! I am so afraid I will go back to my old ways once I get off the diet, I'm afraid my strength and will power will vanish, I'm afraid of falling back down! My life has changed because of all of you! I am heart and soul into the affordablehcgdiet facebook page and I will dedicate every minute of everyday to each of you that need me throughout your journey and even after! I love seeing all of your lives changing in front of my eyes it is truly the most amazing thing I have ever experienced and I cannot express enough how very proud I am of everyone! Please don't take my blog wrong...this diet is amazing, I'm just still having issues adjusting my mind to the life changes! I hope that everyone continues to visit the page even after the diet is done...we all need support even when we reach our goals, we all need eachother even after our journey is complete. Find your will power and your strength and never lose it! Look back at the battle you have fought and remember how far you have come. Maybe I should read my own advice and words of wisdom I give to you each day. :) See as always you all have made me feel better and no one even had to say anything.
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I completely understand the feeling I think you are trying to express. I am struggling with the encouraging words to find the strength to accept the new me. The finding of the new me... The feeling of acceptance of the new me. We often times see ourself in a different light than others see us. You are an inspiration to MANY people. You have gone through leaps and boundaries and deserve complete happiness.
ReplyDeleteThank you for posting this, it helps more than you realize! Keep your chin up and tomorrow is a new day!
Thank you Missie! *tear* *hugs* Its because of everyone that is inspired by me that keeps me going and helps me grow stronger! Thank you for your kind words!
ReplyDeleteHeather, one of my bestest friends, ONE TRUE INSPIRATION!, you are doing great and I am following in every footstep u make and look at me I am loosing just like you!..you have changed my life tremendously and I want you to know how much I thank you for that! U got me on it then Mom then Bully LOOK U SAVED OUR FAMILY!!! I cant thank you enough for that! You have gone threw alot threw out your journey but no matter what you always bounced back, we all make mistakes and cheat, sometimes emotional times are the worse but you my friend have kicked it in the ass and showed them THEY AINT CHANGING YOU! You are a very strong woman that will take on the world! Keep your head up! Your a SPECIAL, GREAT, AWESOME, AND VERY INSPIRING person! And know I am here for you every step of the way!!! Thank you for all that u have done not just for me but everyone else! You are truley amazzzzzing!
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