When I wake

Each morning I wake up with a smile on my face because I know I get to go to work in the comfort of my home and help others change there life as mine has changed! I am getting better about how I see myself in the mirror and I have started to think before I speak. I really think the wayne dyer cd's have helped me so much. When I start to get upset or stressed I turn on one of his cds and it relaxes me and eases my mind. I have also started using some of his techniques and the things he said in my everyday life. I plan to keep on working on myself and bettering myself, I want to be happy with me and who I am now...I want to let go of the past. And working with each of you everyday has already helped me alot! All my friends at www.affordablehcgdiet.com have made me a better person. I can't thank you all enough for being there for me through my whole journey. You are all doing amazing and I look forward to helping u all throughout your journey! :)

Almost there

Well I am now 5 pounds away from my ending goal of 140 I am so excited to be completely done! Today was my first day working for www.affordablehcgdiet.com full time and I absolutely love it! I have stayed busy all day long helping all of you and I enjoyed every minute of it! I look forward to working with you all everyday and helping you along your journey! Happy losing everyone!

Looking back

Have you ever just started thinking back on life way back when and realized how far you have came in life! Its really amazing to see how much we change and grow over the years! Today is the first day I have really thought about it and looked back on my life and where I am now and I must say I am proud of myself! I have achieved alot so far and I am very excited to see where this new path will take me! I really do have alot to be thankful for and sometimes I get so caught up in the bad stuff that has happened or is happening that I forget about the good stuff. I really think Wayne Dyer's Excuses Be Gone book (on cd) that I'm listening to is helping me. And I recommend it to all of you! It really makes you think about stuff and and it makes u realize how many excuses you use in a day. I never thought or realized how many excuses we can come up with until I listened to these cd's. Its crazy! But I am hoping this will help me come out of my "issues" and help me to see more positives rather then negatives. So far its amazing and has made me open my eyes to some things I never saw. I really think everyone at www.affordablehcgdiet.com should check out Wayne Dyers work he is truly amazing! His words will make you open your eyes to a whole new world. Thanks Shea and Lance for introducing me to his stuff! I am now obsessed! ha!

Life

Sometimes it takes something drastic to happen in order for us to want to change our lives for the better. For some its a doctors visit, or trip to six flags, or even just a simple trip to the grocery store. Its funny how some of the smallest things show us what we truly want and need out of life and we just don't realize the path is layed out for us we just have to take that first step in that direction! I know I am thankful I took that step and I am thankful to see so many people going down that same path I did to better themselves! I have some major confidence issues as well as insecurities now that I am dealing with and it took some major drama to make me realize what part of the issue was. But now with Wayne Dyer at my side and me realizing my issues at hand I am sure I can better this and love myself again! Anything is possible if you set your mind to it! If I can lose 102 pounds in less then 6 months then I can for sure heal my mind of these negative thoughts! And I know with all my friends from www.affordablehcgdiet.com at my side I can do anything! Happy, positive thoughts for everyone! :)

One day at a time

This is for those that stall or gain on some days...please everyone remember it happens to all of us. Don't get upset or discouraged! I know it can get frustrating but its just a part of the diet we lose in stair step fashion and we all do it! We retain alot of water and stress, lack of sleep, not drinking enough water, not eating all 500 cal can all make u stall or gain. You are all doing amazing and I'm so happy and excited to start my new career with www.affordablehcgdiet.com soon! Its going to be amazing doing what I love from home and being surrounded by all u amazing people! Hope you all have a wonderful weekend!

Confession's from the heart.....

It has been 9 months now since I first decided to start my diet with www.affordablehcgdiet.com. I lost 102 pounds and 22 inches in my waist in 5 1/2 months, although I do feel better about myself and I am happier and healthy... I still am having issues adjusting to this drastic change. I am very insecure about myself and very jealous of others that in my mind are prettier or skinnier then me, I never realized how hard it would be to adjust to such a huge change and the new me. But it is very hard, sometimes when I look in the mirror I don't see what everyone else see's I still see the overweight, unhappy person I was. I am trying so hard to heal my mind and get use to the change but it is harder then I thought it would be and this is affecting my everyday life. People tell me all the time how amazing I look and so many people look up to me for doing so well and although I am thankful for that I just can't seem to adjust. My heart is happy but my mind is off in another time. I am now 6 pounds away from my goal weight...I want to get there and hopefully that will help me to feel better about myself. I really don't understand why I am going through this but I just want to be normal, I just want to be happy, and I just want to see what everyone else see's! I have been holding this in and hiding it and just trying to keep a smile on my face but I can't anymore...I just can't do it! I was strong for so long but now I feel weak and I feel as though I am letting everyone down. I am not writing any of this for any of you to pity me or feel sorry for me, my whole goal here is to get this out in the open and vent to you all so maybe just maybe it will help my mind heal a little. You all have supported me and each other for so long and I see you all as my friends so maybe u can help me through this. I have to heal, I have to start seeing the new me in the mirror...this is not only affecting me but its affecting those I love deeply and people I don't even know and I just want it to go away I just want help I just want to accept myself for who I am now! I know I am an inspiration to so many out there and I feel like me feeling this way is letting you all down. I don't want that! I want to continue to inspire others and help others. I just want to be normal!

The Countdown has began

Well friends I only have 6 days left at my other job and then I am all yalls! I still haven't come to the reality I have quit my job and found a new one it all seems unreal and too good to be true that I will be doing something I love! I always dreamed of working and doing what I loved at the same time but I thought it would be with photography or writing but I guess if you think about it this has to do with writing. I'm so glad I found my true calling, its an amazing feeling to know that I will be helping people each and everyday! I am very excited to devote my days to helping others lose weight and get healthy! www.affordablehcgdiet.com is the best and Shea is amazing and I can't thank her enough for this amazing opportunity. 6 days left of work here! yay!

Never Say Never!

When I was first told about www.affordablehcgdiet.com I thought it had to be to good to be true and there had to be some sort of catch! I never thought it was possible to lose 1-2 pounds a day but I was so desperate and ready to lose the weight I was willing to try anything. I was nervous, scared and excited all at the same time! After getting started and that first morning I was down 4 pounds I was in shock and weighing became my morning routine...you could almost call it an obsession! It was the best feeling in the world to see that scale drop each morning and when my clothes started getting baggy that was even more amazing! I can't express enough how amazing this diet is and how much it changed my life and is still changing lives each day! If you are afraid to try this diet and u have ur doubts I say go for it...what is there to lose? Just weight!!! This diet is for anyone! I had a close friend email me about the diet last night she said she was embarrassed to ask me so she was emailing me. There is no reason to ever be embarrassed especially when you are talking to someone who was once in ur shoes only I was alot bigger! Its amazing this friend is taking that first step to better herself not only for her but for her family. She is amazing and beautiful and I hope she knows that! And I know this diet will make her feel so much better about herself! I guess you could say this blog is for her...Never Say Never...because u can do anything u set your mind to! Taking that first step is the most important part! When you have had enough and want to better yourself there is nothing wrong with that! Keep your chin up love you can do this I am here for you the whole way through! P.S. don't get mad at me for writing a blog about you haha

Stress

Back before I found www.affordablehcgdiet.com I was a big stress eater. I used food like some use alcohol, it made me feel better at the time but in the long run it made my life a living hell! Thanks to Shea I now have this blog to express my thoughts and worries on and this is an amazing stress relief I feel Like I am venting not just to one person but to the world when I do have to vent. Most of the time I fight back and don't let the stress get the best of me so I may not have many blogs that are pissy so to speak haha...so please everyone take advantage of this blogging experience it is awesome and I have enjoyed reading everyones blog. Also if you are stressed try walking or blogging or writing or just whatever hobbies u love those all help pull some of that pressure off of you! Stay strong everyone and happy losing!

Strength

I have been sitting here trying to figure out how to start this blog and what I want to say. I'm just not in my normal happy go lucky mood today. I feel kind of down and sad and stressed. Too many emotions going on at once I guess you could say. I still struggle with reality and the fact I am no longer overweight! I may look and be skinny but in my mind I'm not. I battle my mind each and every day trying to come to terms with the dramatic change I have been through.  www.affordablehcgdiet.com is amazing and it changed my life and I can never in words express how thankful I am to everyone who supported me and guided me through my journey. But I'm still battling, I'm still fighting and I'm still struggling! Not only did my appearance change, but I changed, my life changed and that is a huge thing to adjust your mind to. I was overweight for about 7 years so trying to make my mind realize I am no longer overweight after less then a year is a hard adjustment and a hard change to accept. I'm not even sure if this blog will make any sense but I am just writing my thoughts and what I am going through. This is the best decision and change you will ever make but it is a hard thing to adjust to once you are done! My strength throughout the diet was amazing but today I don't feel very strong! I am so afraid I will go back to my old ways once I get off the diet, I'm afraid my strength and will power will vanish, I'm afraid of falling back down! My life has changed because of all of you! I am heart and soul into the affordablehcgdiet facebook page and I will dedicate every minute of everyday to each of you that need me throughout your journey and even after! I love seeing all of your lives changing in front of my eyes it is truly the most amazing thing I have ever experienced and I cannot express enough how very proud I am of everyone! Please don't take my blog wrong...this diet is amazing, I'm just still having issues adjusting my mind to the life changes! I hope that everyone continues to visit the page even after the diet is done...we all need support even when we reach our goals, we all need eachother even after our journey is complete. Find your will power and your strength and never lose it! Look back at the battle you have fought and remember how far you have come. Maybe I should read my own advice and words of wisdom I give to you each day. :) See as always you all have made me feel better and no one even had to say anything.

Happy Easter!

So I wake up Easter morning and what do I do I get on my phone and go straight to the www.affordablehcgdiet.com Facebook page. I think I might be addicted. Ha! It's the best addiction anyone could have though! I hope you all stay strong and have a wonderful day!

My True Calling!

My whole life I have tried to figure out what it is I'm suppose to do, why I'm here, what is my purpose or true calling! Well a year ago I was lost in this big ole world and felt as though my life was at a stand still! Then I made that wonderful decision to join www.affordablehcgdiet.com, it changed my life, my health, my attitude, my spirit, and healed my heart! I felt complete! Then I started becoming more involved in the affordablehcgdiet Facebook page and I met all these people who felt or once felt as I did before, I didn't feel so alone anymore! I realized I wasn't going through this alone, I had people from all over the world standing at my side fighting this battle of obesity! It was then I realized what I'm suppose to do! I started giving extra bottles of Hcg to friends and even strangers that couldn't afford to buy it themselves or maybe they just needed that extra push to get started! Then I started answering questions, giving advice, giving inspirational words to those that needed it. And as I reminise today on the past 9 months I see what My true meaning is...I want to help others lose weight, help them stay on track, give them the support and inspire them to push on! I want to be there for all of you throughout your journey and watch u change and grow from this experience! Noone will ever understand what it is like to be overweight if they have always been skinny or healthy. It's not because we are lazy, it isn't because we choose to be that way. Everyone has a story, a battle they fight everyday, a past full of memories good and bad! And everyone needs someone to lean on when U feel as though the rest of the world is against you! I will be here to answer questions, guide you, and help u all down this amazing journey! This is what I love doing,This is what I am meant to do, this is my true calling!

Friends

You never really realize how important friends are until something opens ur eyes! I have made so many friends while on this diet and each one of them has done an amazing job! If it weren't for them and www.affordablehcgdiet.com and the Facebook affordablehcgdiet I really don't know where I would be! Friends really are important to hold on to! Near or far in person or online it doesn't matter! Were all here for eachother! :-)

Strength and Will Power

Before I found www.affordablehcgdiet.com I felt weak, empty, lost and alone but now things are different. When I look back at my journey on this diet I can see how far I have come and I realize I was stronger then I thought I was. It takes strength and will power to do what these people are doing on this diet! You have to learn to say no to the temptations, you also have to learn to change your ways so even after the diet we can all live a healthy, happy, skinny life! Its truly amazing to wake up each morning and see everyones losses, small or big its still a loss and it makes my day to see the happiness everyone expresses on the affordablehcgdiet facebook page. Not only did my life change on this diet but I met alot of amazing people too. People from all around the world who once felt as I did and experienced what I did and now they are taking the same journey and feeling better about themselves and there life! I want to say thank you to all my fellow losers out there for always being there for me, I want to thank Shea for being such an amazing person and giving us all the opportunity to become healthy. If it weren't for her none of us would be where we are today! Lives are changing every day because of this amazing "MIRACLE" diet! And I feel so blessed to be able to help these people throughout there journey and watch as they change and grow into stronger people! Happy Losing everyone!

Looking Back

From the time I started this diet which was the end of July to now I have met so many amazing people and watched so many lives change in a short period of time! Everyday when someone new joins this amazing journey I just smile and think to myself he/she has no Idea how there life is about to change! I can't express in words the feeling when u weigh in that first morning of vlcd and u see that huge loss or when u measure after that first week and u see a few inches gone. Its the most amazing feeling ever! The best thing was taking photos throughout the journey and now I look back at the photos and its just so awesome how much we change in such a short amount of time. I was looking through photos today on the affordablehcgdiet facebook page and I am just so proud of everyone who has stayed strong and pushed forward with this journey! I still remember the first time I went to JC Penney and bought a size medium shirt out of the juniors section...let me tell u going from a xxxl to a medium was very emotional I cried like a baby in the dressing room, people probably thought I was crazy! Anyways I'm not sure if this blog makes any sense or not but I just wanted to give out some of the emotions and thoughts that u will experience while on this amazing journey. If you would like to learn more about this diet or would like to make that first life changing move then join us on fb at affordablehcgdiet and there website is www.affordablehcgdiet.com You will not regret it!

The first step to a new me

It is true people judge others solely on their looks and not by the person's heart! If some people would just open there eyes and realize looks eventually fade but the heart stays pure forever then maybe this world would be a better place. People treated me like I was a nobody, I lost friendships with people whom I thought were my friends because I gained weight. It was rough for about 6 years up until I snapped, I had enough of the looks, the whispering and the feeling that everyone was talking about me and that I was and never would be anyone. On July 16th 2010 I became fed up with the way I was, the way I looked, and the way I felt. I decided that day I would change my life one way or another. I was then introduced to the drops that would forever change my life. At the end of July I received my order and began my journey to a new me. The first seven days I was down 10 pounds, Finally I had found a diet that would work and it worked fast! I was so excited I pushed forward and kept going. Then 5 1/2 months later I was down 102 pounds and 24 inches in my waist. I went from a 24+ jeans to a 3 slim. I cannot express in words how thankful I am I made that decision to do this diet, it truly changed my life and changes the lives of others each and every day! If anyone reading this suffers from being over weight and is ready to experience the most amazing, life changing experience ever then I recommend www.affordablehcgdiet.com and get on your way to a new, healthier, happier, skinnier you!